Saturday, January 29, 2005
as he laid

e funeral.
white n black.
e only colours.
as he laid.
stitches can be seen.
a drop of blood stain.
his stomach sank.
his expressionless face with thick make-up.
his hair.just cut on last sunday.
he left sho fast.
he looked sho handsome in da photo.
yet so fragile in da coffin.
emotions filled e entire atmosphere.
e room was quiet.
e ppl at e table.normally noisy.
were quiet today.
i dun understand maself.
i cannt control maself.
just cant stop maself from laughin.
i dun understand why.
it was da same e other time.
and dere sat a lady who kept lookin at me and smiled.
i looked at her and smiled too.and i laughed.behind ma bag.
once agz.i stood up and wen i walked past her.
she asked.'are u 'siew "something" '.? and i said yes.siewhuai.
she told me she was ma relieve teacher wen i was in sec 1.
i'm a damn talkative girl.yarrh.i agree.haha.
she's ms soh. she mentioned abt clare and hardy.
haha.i dun rmb her at all.oh man.i gort severe STM.
anw.left e sad place fer a party.
everyone seemed so down after e funeral.
except ferr me.arghh.why arr.bt i knew one thing fer sure.
he has ended his sufferings.yarhh.
anw.kor seemed affected after da thingy.
sho wen we rch e west coast park.
we ran from da carpark one all da way to da bbq pit.
nice run.gud trg.
haha.finnally.i saw mei.!!! hahaha.happy+
haha.went fer soccer wit da guys n a few lil kids.
hahaha.fun.saved all da goals if i'm not wrong.
yeahhh.accompanied mei n vice versa.haha.
yeahhh.beach was nice.thou darkk.and nth can be seen.
bt e breeze was nice.
stars appeared.
haha.love counting dem wit u.
happy tonite.! yeahh.~ hahahahahahahahaha.
u rock u rock u rock..!!!! =p

peel me.LALALAS. 1/29/2005 11:02:00 PM
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