Thursday, March 31, 2005

yeahh.welcome to my life.back to this song.im listening to now.
this song is the song dat can describe my life.
why is it so hard for me to raly go care for a person.?
i raly wan to.bt warts e outcome.
WHAT.!!!! tel me.
warts wrong with people.? why mus their mouth be dat big.?
hypocrites.get lost mann.get out.
wart e hell is wrong wit those ppl's mouth.?! cannt dey jus shudd up.
is it dat diff.?
trust me.
one day.im raly goin crazy.
i raly noe nuts about human relationship.i jus someone who only noes abt all the plannings.trainins and stuffs.
freak myself.i m jus dat bloody dead.
why cant i get someone who raly cares for me.?!
WHY.?!!
why cant i get someone to encourage me.?!
whats e point of workin so hard bt havin no one to support me.?!
whats life.?!!
tell me.i once found it.!
bt guess im losin it agz.
it suckked.i suckked.
why mus ppl alwis do tis kinda of things.?!
warts their bloody prob.is it veh nice to break ppl up.?
warts e benefit of doin tis.
i wannna scream all out.bt.guess i can oni do it in my hart.
one day.its gonna burst.raly burst.
then.i will hab no feelin for anyone anymore.
trust me.i might be strong on physical side.
bt i gort a god damn weak hart.
i m god damn loser.
tryin to act strong.
I AM NO LONGER STRONG.
I AM A WEAKLING.
ALMOST THERE TO BE A WALKING CORSPE.
DEAD.! GET ME.?!!
SOON.
TO BE HURT.TO FEEL LOSE.TO BE LEFT OUT IN THE DARK.
I DOWAN THIS LIFE.

peel me.LALALAS. 3/31/2005 08:27:00 PM
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